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Emails Sep 2007
sep 21
I just don't like me and nobody
else does. Dad lives with us now and he;s cutting me off from my
little
brother because he's jealous that I'm closer to my bro than Dad
is. He
threatened me in the street this morning and a lady saw and
followed him
and called the police hehe. You calling and that lady calling the
cops are
the best things that have happened in weeks. On the bright side,
school
holidays are coming up.
School is stressful, my friends are planning things without me
and I feel
unimportant.
| Sep 17, 2007 5:51 PM | ||||||
| subject | Please care. Please. I feel unimportant to you. I feel unimportant to everyone. | |||||
| I'm very lonely. I have been considering
going into early retirement (ctb, ptb). I was trying to list reasons to live today. Because people expect it. Because I am so lucky and the children in africa would be grateful for what I have. Because it would hurt others if I died. None of them are good reasons. |
sep 17
i can't. my fucking prison blocks hotmail. I am THIS CLOSE to
killing
myself today. I know you don;t need it but you 're the last
person I can
turn to. I wish you could write me. I guess I really am just the
fucking
past now.
Do you feel important to anyone? no
Do you feel understood by anyone? no
Cared about by anyone? maybe. no
Listened to by anyone? no
Emotionally supported by anyone? maybe. not really.
Understood by anyone? no. no . no.
- whsn she said i cant she was talking about me asking her to send a copy of one of my emails to sam in australia